| lol I love how no one uses xanga anymore.
I remember when it used to be as popular as myspace.
But alas....it's dead.
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| Wow. It's been almost a year since my last entry. So much has happened since then.
I don't even know where to begin. I want to just start typing everything that has happened in my life...but apart of me is telling me not to...since I have to work on a research paper and I'm just on here to procrastinate.
Many things have happened to me but my life has basically stayed the same. Everything is mundane and I feel like I'm going no where. I just want to graduate and start a new life in California.
I'm sick of being the shy little chubby wallflower that no one pays attention to. I'm starting to change that though...I've lost 19 lbs since August and it's making me really happy. But I still feel really unloved. No matter how much I try to change myself I cant change the way I feel. Hopefully after I finish losing the rest of the weight I'll gain more confidence and stop being such a loser.
My art is getting better and I'm gaining a greater understanding of new art styles. It's helping me grow as an artist and I hope I can get to my full potential soon.
I kind of feel like all of my friends are leaving me behind....or like they don't care about me anymore. I hate the direction my life is going in. I really do. I guess it's because I'm jealous because they're all happy and I'm miserable.
I'm not really too sure what else to type since everything I seem to be writing just sounds like complaining...
So I'll just stop here.
-Adri
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| I'm almost done with my second quarter of college. =] I'm happy. My classes this semester kinda sucked...but that's ok I guess.
Woosh! <3
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| It wasn't meant to be. But that's ok. I don't really think I was in love. I just want to be with someone who makes me happy. Is that too hard to ask for? :[ |
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| :] Adriana has a new boyfriend.
He's so adorable.
<333
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